To survive in a crazy world
Our perception of time can be deceptive.




posted : Monday, March 22, 2010
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There was this facebook page,
'oh sorry, i forgot that you now have new friends and i am not important to you anymore'
something like that x)
ITS SO TRUE -.-
quite pissed.
i know you know have new friends and i dont really matter to you anymore luh.
but,
you still matter to me D:
and i also dk why.
i dont want to care about you anymore,
you know..
i just cant -.-
I CAN SMACK MYSELF.
i wanted to buy your bdae present today,
i wanted to treat you to lunch.
but you sms-ed me during class
and told with a casual tone
that you want to go out th people in your class.
i was damn pissed.
then you told me,
you think they are not going anymore,
so you will be going with us.
so its quite obvious that you prefer them to us right,
but just dont want to make us upset. -.-
i feel like a damn-ed back up luh.
WTFREAKKK. -.-
then later when we went to your class to find you,
you asked us whether we could combine although
i told you that if your classmates were going,
i dw to go already in th sms.
you just totally forgot that,
and continued saying that you will be nice,
and let us choose th place.
and th worse thing of all,
when we told you that we go first cause,
we dw go with your classmates,
you happily said 'bye bye'
its like you got rid of a big burden and could finally go out with your friends luh.
then we unfortunately boarded th same bus.
and when we told you we were going to kfc,
you purposely said,
'lets go macs k, i just went kfc not long ago'
even when one of friends said they wanted to go kfc.
at that time,
i was already damn freakingly disappointed.
although i dont show it,
and still flash a smile at you,
doesnt mean you didnt hurt anyone.
even when you got down th bus,
you didnt even bother to wave or say good bye to us.
you just walked on and continued talking to your friends.
i was and still am very hurt luh,
do i really mean nothing to you?
i still dk whether i should be angry or sad luh.

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