i would really love to smile like a fucking idiot now.

but i just cant.

i can just totally vomit blood out now uh. -.- ZZ

WTF.

im NOT going to get A1 for maths,

cause i left one question blank.

im NOT going to the fu jian trip that i just registered for this morning.

cause my parents say that they had an earthquake recently.

and i think they are paranoid,

cause th 'recently' refers to LAST YEAR -.-

and they just simply REFUSE to let me go.

im like too tired to argue with them already luh.

right after that,

while i was walking up th stairs,

my piano teacher replied th sms i sent her -.-

i just got reminded by madeleine today,

that tml is our jurong island trip.

so i sms-ed her to cancel my piano lesson.

this would be th third week i cancelled my lesson. -.-

i know she would get damn pissed luh.

budden what she said totally pissed me off,

cause:

1. i was already in a bad mood

2. this was our conversation:

ME: (teacher's name), i tomorrow cannot have lesson eh. because i forgot that got a learning journey to jurong island. can just have lesson for yi jie?

TEACHER: ok i think you should tell me earlier as i cancelled other student lesson to teach you.

ME: SORRY. so can or not?

TEACHER: can you please practice piano ?! i want you to play the exam piece by next week correctly pls go to youtube to listen other playing.if you do not want to practise please stop learning.

ME: okay.

omg i was totally on th verge of tears luh. ZZ

i feel damn fucking yuan wang can.

wth.

NOBODY reminded us that tml is our learning journey,

and they gave th concent form out more than 1 month ago.

i know my teacher's english is horrible,

budden she speaks chinese so.. ._.

she is quite nice in person luh.

so horrible in sms -.- zz

AND th problem is i DONT WANT to learn piano anymore.

as long as i pass my grade 5,

im not going to touch th piano ever again.

unless i have songs that i want to learn at my own leisure.

omg, now i know how hui geok felt just now. D:

and my sister's constant asking of stupid questions,

and my mother fucking nagging.

MAKES IT WORSE.

URGHH.

life isn't fair.

and i guess it will never be.

oh,

another message came.

if it from her again,

i swear im going to ignore it -.-