To survive in a crazy world
Our perception of time can be deceptive.




posted : Friday, June 11, 2010
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HELLO :D
i was at course and cca for th past three days so i didn't post.
i wasn't supposed to have cca luh zz.
they told us at 12.34am on monday morning and expected us to turn up for act on tuesday ._.
quite pissed. :X
cca like seriously suck luh.
damn sian :/
its 9 hours.
thankfully,
th one on tuesday was quite slack except for th fact that we need to run 19 rounds around th track due to a careless comment by Sergeant Jing Xian -.-
i only ran 6 rounds though :/
cause i had stitch.
then seow hwee, Sergeant Priscilla and me walked for another 6 rounds :/
which caused my shoes to be completely soaked D:
my socks also turned purple O:
but talked lots of weird stuff LOL.
then th 3 guy NCOs at th pull up bar there were like talking some crap luh ._.
after they ran finish,
had waterbreak then recrea (:
we went out for dinner with Sergeant Ong Min and Priscilla for dinner after cca LOL.
i tell you something x)
i am constantly amazed at how much Ong min can eat leh.
and she is still thin!
gosh T__T jealous.
she eat like a lot A LOT HAHA :X
then on wednesday and thursday,
we had course ._.
hais.
2 days totally wasted.
if that course is not a requiement for me to get sergeant,
i wont go already lah.
DAMN PISSED.
th other schools cannot shut up one leh -.-
like we got scolded just one second ago.
and when th sir just turned his back,
they become noisy again.
gosh.
i almost went crazy luh.
then i was like very irritable throughout th course. zz
i wanted to tell them to fucking shut their mouths luh.
oh and forgive me,
cause this is just my opinion.
but most of th people who cant shut their mouths are malays.
well,
empty vessels make th most noise -.-
gosh,
im being racist.
but right now,
I DONT CARE -.-
then still got this fucking person go steal th stuff in another person's wallet.
then throw th empty wallet into th boys toilet dustbin.
so in th end,
we went home at almost 7 instead of 5.30.
cause they wanted to check all our bags.
damn pissedddd ._.
but i was quite normal luh yesterday.
cause i dont want people to ask me why im so moody -.-
dont you find it irritating? :/
its like you already damn pissed.
then got one person keep asking you why you look so angry and kept telling you what you should feel,
and you have to be nice cause you dont want to hurt th person.
and im not referring to anyone here okay. ._.
just leave me alone when im angry or not feeling very good okay :/
sorry :X
but,
im like that sometimes also right? D:
sorry,
i know you wouldn't want your good friend to be upset luh.
but i just realised yesterday that im best left alone when im not in a good mood.