learn from this man :
YOUU :D
in quite a good mood now.
cause i managed to play 2 hours of piano today (:
and nobody is in th study room now.
so im doing whatever i like (Y)
listen to baby now LOL.
so long never listen le.
must start planning for ROD.
and must finish soon.
cause there will be tests in july and STC at the end of july.
so i must hurry. :/
URGH.
was told that STC is going to take up one weekend.
so we wont have time to revise or do hmwk for that weekend. D:
die already LOL.
there all th tests leh. :/
i must improve my grades if not i will like seriously die.
my GPA dropped to 2.6 -2.9 this term. :X
aish.
buck up me! ._.
friday i have cca for th whole day.
we are going to build a flagstaff on friday,
practice our slow march,
learn some soft skills,
have th interview for th hierarchy,
get to know th hierarchy,
talk to our squad ICs,
get tortured,
and get scolded.
i wonder what Sir QH meant when he said that they cannot be as lenient as monday and tuesday on friday.
i can sense danger :X
feel scared to see th results of th hierarchy,
and horrified that squad ICs also have to go interview.
i know you all will think i think too highly myself luh,
but i really hope i can be a squad IC.
the sec 2 squad one. :D
maybe im like not fit to a squad IC lah.
but i really want to try,
cause i can't seem to watch other people doing stuff,
and i cant do anything.
like that damn bored feeling.
and i will have no motivation to go cca. :/
so yeah,
im going to try for it :D
if in the end,
i dont become one,
i guess i will be quite disappointed luh.
shouldn't be able to make me cry though.
dont expect anything! :X
i would just feel that my 3 years of forcing myself to go NP is wasted.
okay,
maybe 2 years.
cause i wanted to come NP in year 1.
it was only in year 2 that i started to dislike NP.
anyways,
hope everyone would prepare themselves for th worse.
cause i have a really bad feeling about this.
and dont worry too much okay :D
if things dont come out th way you hope it would,
then i hope you put on a strong front.
it wouldn't be good to let your squadmates see you disappointed,
and maybe imagine some stuff right. :/
jiayou :D