YESTERDAY (29/6/2010)

'who the fuck is justin bieber?'
peter chow said that LOL.
me and madeleine and hui geok were imitating peter chow in class.
damn funny,
cause he purposely pronounced until damn wrong :X
today's lesson was okay bah.
but dancers going to miss class for almost th rest of th week i think.
i also want to miss class D:
damn bored in class luh ._.
but,
ms toh is back! (L)
and at least i managed to understand a bit about identification of cations and anions.
we weren't even given th notes yet lor ._.
was told to fall in in pt kit and bring along cc materials.
but was scolded for quite along time for attire.
then in th end,
me, lucy and sylvia had to go clip/change our hair band.
then actually i had extra 2 hair bands de.
but after sylvia tied her hair,
it snapped.
so we panicked cause we coudn't find anymore hair bands.
until madeleine was told to go find us,
and she had 2.
so sylvia borrowed one from her. :/
after that,
we had to go in groups of 6 to try to tie th round lashings and clove hitches.
but my group was a group of 7,
cause we were th last group HAHA.
i keep tying and tying th clove hitch,
but it somehow always end up in th wrong direction. :X
only me and si heng couldn't tie in th right direction x.x
aish,
must practise more :D
then while i tying,
hanxiao, yunhui, ruth and ying ying keep laughing at me LOL.
quite ps eh xD
but quite fun (Y)
at least its better than drilling luh.
like for th whole act,
we keep drilling.
although we were supposed to do cc and take sec 1s for drill.
in th end,
we did cc for about 10-15 minutes per group and didn't get to take th sec 1s.
okay,
a few of us got to th take th sec 1s.
like 5 i think.
they most prob becoming squad ICs bah :/
actually,
although i was quite anxious for th hierarchy a few days ago,
now like totally no feelings lah.
cause like they keep lying to us ._.
make us like totally dont care about it already.
just like Mr Ng when he is trying to give out th maths paper.
he said tmr and tmr and tmr like 3 times.
but th last time is over th weekends,
so we had to wait over th weekends to get our maths results.
but at least his is just a matter of days luh.
theirs is a matter of months. :/
now,
i dont hope for anything already lah.
i just hope they really tell th truth next time luh.
i think they like just totally destroyed their trust in us lah ._.
like,
im not th only one getting really irritated.
many others are also getting damn restless luh.
oh,
and a new word surfaced 'ftw'
LOL,
insiders' joke :D
even raymeo like changed luh,
became more strict :X
while we were drilling,
we became damn tired luh,
and it not like its very interesting like that ._.
then they only gave us 1 waterbreak for th entire act,
as far as i know.
cause i was gone for cc,
and idk whether they hadn't water break during that time.
you know th sun was blazing hot during th front part of th act.
our slacks are like burning in th heat luh.
so everyone was damn sian,
just march here then march back for 3+hours.
and th most demoralising thing was that we tried our best and they kept scolding us,
and making us redo th commands.
like everyone really dont care already lah,
cause we're quite sian and tired.
but no encouragements at all,
just scolding and criticising of our squad's drill.
i personally think that our squad's drill was th best at a time in sec 2.
then they told us our squad's drill is worst than th sec 1s.
told us we are not ready to take over.
told us we are not even fit to be called incoming NCOs,
much less NCOs.
like lots and lots of us were damn demoralised luh,
damn hurt, ._.
and i bet nobody will try their best anymore.
and that si heng wont come cca again until we take over.
seriously luh :X
(i am posting this cause sergeant wei ying said we could go home and post / rant as much as we want)
actually,
i think our squad's standard deproved cause all th black sheeps who pon-ned cca in year 2,
all started attending cca again.
so they have a lot to improve on.
while those who were always there for act became sian :/
so yeah,
our standard deproved D:
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TODAY (30/6/2010)


school was boring as usual.
and i became scs rep -.-
zz i hate th scs teacher luh.
so lame gosh.
it was actually supposed to be nicholine.
but she wasn't in class cause she haven't return from her presentation at th auditorium.
then it became me -.-
hate it hate it hate it ._.
mainly its cause i hate history luh. :/
aish nvm lah.
shall live with it :D
(its raining now O: shall go close th windows (: )
went out with ruth, natalie, pei hua and lydia to eat pizza hut! :D
happiest time of th day (:
but it took us 2 hours to get out of school :/
cause we were waiting for lydia to finish up her hw LOL xD
at first went to get pei hua and rufy at their class th side there.
but found pei hua missing x)
so found ruth first,
with foong hui, kristine and yan zhang. :D
foong hui left with sylvia,
while yan zhang just left i think,
to change.
but after a while,
ken came in to say hello, and ask what are we doing.
then he was like 'eh, hello shoufong'
but i was quite shocked cause he usually dont say hello to me de :/
so my reply was quite awkward luh x.x
LOL sorry ._.
after talking to kristine a while,
jiemin came over.
and they said they will pick th songs today,
in between 'straight through my heart, A.Mi.Go, and Juliette'
i think they picked straight though my heart :/
i was hoping juliette LOL.
nice but,
girls calling for juliette a bit weird uh? xD
A.Mi.Go is okay.
but 'cold heart baby' sounds damn weird LOL.
if you dk what im talking about,
go listen to th song x)
i realised i get damn easily pissed nowadays :/
i shall revert back to my happy self again,
once i stop feeling pissed :D
LOL wth am i saying x.x
nvm,
once i feel happy again,
i will revert back x)
ohoh,
we (me and rufy) managed to buy pei hua's bdae present today! :D
without her knowing heh x)
so right after we buy,
i said i really gtg le.
then rufy called lydia,
cause lydia, pei hua and natalie were buying other stuff somewhere else,
then told her that i gtg le,
so help me ask nat whether she want to go back with me anot.
cause we taking th same bus :D
now,
th bigbig present is in my room heh x)
damn cute de hoho :D
me, madeleine, hui geok and natalie decided to go bugis on monday! (Y)
looking forward to monday (:
idk who esle going and not sure whether they going anot.
but see first luh HAHA.
BUGISBUGISBUGIS :D
cheap jubeat is there (yanjia say one)
so i shall play (:
but not so much (self-control)
then we going to eat seoul garden also! (Y)
however,
dreading friday's cca.
really starting to hate cca le x.x
want to love it but seriously cant -.-