kimbum! :D
LOL he is damn cuteee (Y)
anyways,
had act yesterday ._.
and yeah,
not th whole act was cc.
in fact,
we didn't have cc at all luh :/
cause it rained.
so it was drill th whole session.
and Sir Jonathan was like asking us to show him th standard of a NCO squad and not a sec 3 squad.
sian ttm luh :X
we were told off cause we had a communication error within th squad,
and all of us didn't bring full u except junianti and foong hui (?)
we drilled in pt kit.
had rifle drill for damn long.
carry until hands damn suan :/
they keep telling us to flick th rifle up and use one hand to catch.
but i seriously cannot luh D:
its like after that time i flicked th rifle and almost dropped it,
i dont dare try to flick already.
and somemore,
yesterday,
raymeo was present.
and he became damn damn damn strict.
used to think he was quite nice.
after yesterday,
impression completely change le :/
some of us was like saying he isn't th raymeo who helped us get our flags back during ITC ._.
anyways,
towards th end of th act,
when we were told to line our rifles against th wall cause we were about to have debrief,
they gave us 10 seconds to line it up.
then cause i at th end of th squad,
i ran but there was only 3 seconds left and i havent managed to touch th wall yet,
cause my squadmates were all trying to put their rifles properly,
so by th time i reach th wall,
there was no space to put my rifle,
then i was like heck care luh,
anyhow put ._.
just as i fell in,
my rifle slipped from th wall,
and th other rifles were like dominoes x.x
urgh.
jing hua ran up to try and prevent th other rifles from falling.
i was like ' oh shyt.'
then everybody helped put up th rifles properly.
and raymeo was like 'why did th rifles topple?'
he was shouting luh,
mood swing damn fast sia. :/
quite scary,
but after a while okay le i guess.
felt damn guilty x.x
aish.
SORRY SQUADMATES! D:
guilty hais T__T
during debrief,
Sir Jonathan told us that we will know our hierarchy by tuesday (IF OUR STANDARD IS THERE -.- )
so i decided that i shall not believe that luh.
whats th point in believing man. :/
when they are eventually going to come and scold us for our lousy standard,
and how they cannot entrust the unit to us.
totally no point.
i will only believe them at th moment they give us :/
dont really care about hierarchy le lah.
but still have that tiny hope of becoming squad ic.
i want to avoid too much dissappointment if i dont get it.
so trying not to care anymore :D