im supposed to be studying for maths now.
but i will have time again tmr.
cause i just cancelled my piano lesson.
so im slacking over here. :X
if i dont get A1 for my maths test this friday,
im going to fail my maths for this term.
and my gpa will be a gone case.
yesterday was muster parade.
i felt .. a lot of things.
i felt scared.
i felt guilty.
i felt sad.
it was our first parade as NCOs.
i put in extra effort on the uniform part.
but in th end,
i screwed up during th parade.
after getting my rank,
i marched - swinging both hands.
then i changed it after realising it was wrong.
but that one arm swing was seen by everyone present.
embarrassing ttm.
i felt guilty and sad.
cause i was getting my rank while some of my squadmates wasn't
after we were dismissed,
i saw seow hwee hugging madeleine.
when she turned,
she had tears in her eyes.
it was quite obvious,
considering that her eyes were big like theodore's (from alvin and the chipmunks)
what if i fail my sergeant promotions?
would i feel like that too?
after getting th wallets for the year 2s and 3s,
jing yee asked me whether she looked like she was going to cry.
i was hesitant.
was she feeling sad about the stuff ken told her or because of the muster parade?
i decided to dismiss th thought.
so i said ' no lah, you very sad uh?'
when she told me that xing yao told her she looked like she was going to cry,
so she wanted to confirm it.
in my mind,
i was like 'phew. i thought what.'
but i read her blog just now.
i didn't know that.
im sorry. :/
for not being able to read your face better):
but cheer up! :D
there is nothing you can do except encourage them to work harder for their next promos.