
even after reading jingyee's post,
i still dont know how i feel.
i just read kristine's post,
a little more emotion came.
but i cannot describe it.
so what if i teared reading his email?
i bet the whole squad would tear (except those who doesn't care)
from reading jingyee's and kristine's blog,
all i could feel was sympathy for him.
and guilt.
guilt that they ever were pissed at him.
i must admit,
i am touched and moved by your words,
but do you mean them?
or did you just write that letter for the sake of yourself?
so you would leave a good impression on us?
if you mean them,
prove it.
by actions and not just words,
words that are type-written and not even spoken.
we noticed that you changed way before we became NCOs,
so ITC isn't the only thing that made us change our perception of you.
do you really mean the words in your letter, Sir?
it would be best if you did.
P.S. i guess my mind is really groggy because im sick and not really awake,
so i may sound really weird and random hais T__T
what am i doing with my life?