Was just browsing through facebook,
then something caught my attention.
i remembered what heard natalie say earlier this afternoon,
something about a particular someone having something on during the class chalet dates which eventually resulted in the whole clique eventually not turning up for the entire class chalet ._.
okay, so photos were posted on what she was doing.
4L class outing.
that was not the thing that bothered me.
i mean i know that everyone has their different priorities,
even if you asked me to choose between 5A and squadmates,
my answer would be squadmates.
so cant really blame her,
hence i continued scrolling through the album being the kaypoh kid i was.
at first,
i didn't notice.
that familiar dark blue and yellow streak and logo on that shirt.
the BFC SYFC shirt.
it was being worn on a regular basis, huh didn't think anyone would be able to do that after their experiences there.
due to the poor clarity of the photo, i barely recognized it.
only after the second and third photo, did i finally realise it.
the shirt, was being worn by someone who was never in YFC.
being worn in that casual way, with a short skirt, in a shopping mall and mostly by someone who do not deserve to wear that shirt seriously irritated me.
i can see myself having a biased view of the girl who i once thought was nice.
i mean i think this was how it went, her friend just thought it was cool and decided to borrow it.
i mean how could she lend it to her :/
i couldn't bring myself to lend it to anyone.
not after what i have been through in it.
does she even know how much suffering one had to go through to wear that friggin shirt. and she wore it so.. casually, like she was just showing off something cool.
she just dont deserve it.
but, i shouldn't be so pissed either, now that im no longer associated to that organisation.
urgh, what's wrong with me -.-