Finally managed to push my syfc and promos' horrors posts out of my main blog page LOL
i guess the average human does need to feel something strongly once in a while,
or they will just go crazy.
i can say that my emotions have been at an all-time low since the holidays started.
and it have been driving me crazy cause when i sleep, i can feel the pent-up emotions just waiting to explode.
but since its time to sleep,
all i can do is toss and turn on my bed,
being thoroughly irritated with myself and drift off to sleep,
only to find myself waking up in the middle of the night from some weird dream and feeling restless.
THIS IS SO IRRITATING -.-
then when i wake up in the morning,
im back to normal levels and the whole cycle just starts again.
and it is so NOT menopause or pms LOL
cause it has been happening for every single day!
except yesterday when i had a good night's sleep and woke up feeling extremely happy :D
this is bad, i need something to calm myself down or make me feel something.
everyday is just so routine that i am barely surprised by the events happening everyday.
hope something interesting happens soon,
if not im seriously going to go crazy.
P.S. i think this is just some post-flying syndrome since almost everyday of my life last year was quite interesting HAHAHAHAHA. im just trying to get used to being the zombie i was back in year 4.