To survive in a crazy world
Our perception of time can be deceptive.




posted : Wednesday, September 4, 2013
title : i dont know!

hais, seems like i seriously can't control how i feel.
my one year anniversary of phasing out from the flying club has passed and i still cant forget.
OHNOOOOOO i sound like a whiny kid who keeps complaining about the same thing.
i wanna forget and i dont wanna forget those memories.
they will be beautiful memories to me but everytime i think about them, i miss it alot ._.
and almost everything can remind me of it, thats the problem!
the planes flying overhead in school, instagram, twitter, even the people who used to be inside.
whenever i see them, i remember.
i really need to bury these memories after As, gonna take a trip down to seletar one of the days and bury everything.
today was GP prelims and i think i screwed it up.
it felt like the most screwed up paper ever, two passages about addiction.
just hope that my essay can save me (hope i answered the question T___T)
totally into slack mode now, even though only one paper is down.
watched 'the girl in pinafore' recently, kind of reminded me of the times we were in pinafore!
hahaha good times ;)
can't believe im going to leave my friends of 6 years for university next year.
the environment is just too familiar for me to want a change.
next year, i will be alone, i must be independent and i wont see my friends around in school anymore.
i will really really miss them hais, i think i will even miss those who im not so close to but will talk/say hello when we meet.
i dont wanna make new friends and know new people >< its so tiring trying to know someone well and after i have done it in the past 6 years, i dont want to do it again ._.